Okay, so you may think I'm a little obsessive
over this Beachbody stuff. My heart is racing at the thought of posting
this, but here it goes. Let me be totally personal with you. It is VERY
hard to put these pictures up where all of you can
get a glimpse into a deep and depressing time in my life. I battled
with my weight for YEARS. I never was truly happy because I always had
this hate for myself because I felt that my looks determined my worth.
Unfortunately, so many people do. I want to share this because there are
people that I KNOW are feeling the same pain and shame that I felt at
200 pounds! I want to HELP you. I truly do. If I ever win the lottery, I
will buy these amazing programs and lead Challenge Groups until I die
doing so, just so people can see what their quality of life can be like.
I truly believe in Beachbody. The company is amazing, the programs are
incredible, and the supplements are superior. Most importantly, the
coaches all support each other and believe that in working together, we
can make a bigger difference.
As I was looking through my old
camera card this morning trying to find pictures of my larger self, I
found NONE with my babies. NONE.There are over 1,500 pictures on this
card, and I'm nowhere except in "before" pictures. I had even deleted a
picture of my oldest daughter and I from her Honor Stars ceremony. I bawled
like a baby. I hated my image so much, that I've deleted nearly every
picture of me and my children from when they were younger. It's so sad
to think of how much pain I was in. Nobody knew. I kept it all in and
put up a fake smile for so long that it became a habit. A VERY painful
habit. I probably sabotaged many relationships (romantic AND otherwise)
because I didn't feel that I deserved them. My husbands orders to
Iraq started a journey for ME that I never could have imagined would put
me where I am today. Through the 779th Engineer Battalion, I met some
wonderful ladies. Including my BB coach, Kate. She inspired me
through her workout and transformations posts while her husband served
in Iraq. In January of 2012, I started my journey. Along with Beachbody
and my wonderful church family, I started
to learn that God loved me no matter what and I was WORTHY of a change.
A little over two years later, (and some major back and knee pain that
slowed me down quite a bit at time) and I have gone from a super tight
size 18, to a very comfortable size 6. I was 199 pounds when I started
and I was 142 this morning when I got on the scale. Could I have done
even better? You bet. Do I want to weight less? Yep! Can I get more fit?
Absolutely! And I will!!!! I am a work in progress, but I now love the
person I have become. If I stay this size, I'm cool with that too
because I have true happiness and acceptance of who I am...INSIDE.
Through some major convincing, I have learned that God truly does love
me no matter what and that I have a gift from Him to share with YOU. I
am on top of the world. I have a wonderful day job that I LOVE and I am
also blessed enough to enjoy a second passion that brings in even more
income! Helping people far outweighs any financial benefit though,
SERIOUSLY. This business is truly about making a difference. I want you
to share in this amazing journey with me. I KNOW for a fact that many of
you see my posts and want in on this. NOW is the time. Don't waste
another day hating your image. Let me help you get out of that funk. Not
for anyone else, but for yourself! You are worth it! Message me TODAY
my friends. A YEAR FROM NOW, YOU'LL WISH YOU STARTED TODAY! -Karen Lamb
If you want to contact me to find out how I can help you start your own journey, just click HERE and you can click "contact me" on the left.
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